Xael Xena is inconsolable in my arms while doctors West and Storm give us the jabs. It takes over two hours for her to calm down. I keep her in my arms until she is fast asleep. I don’t know if I am imagining it, but I no longer feel like I am suffocating. I can even concentrate on her. I wonder what happened to Diana. I and Clint can’t sense her at all. It is like she never existed. Xena being here, in my arms, is still heaven. Clint is over the moon and his calm self again. “We can never let her go again. I won’t survive it,” Clint links as if I can be that dumb. “We didn’t the last time either,” I remind him. Even in my bewitched state, I could not let her go. “It does not matter the circumstances. She can never leave our sight. We stay with mate forever. We will go everywhe

