Chapter 46 “When did everything fall apart? I keep trying to figure out when things went from sunshine and rainbows to sewage and rat nests. No matter how hard I try, I can’t pinpoint the exact moment I was no longer standing on solid ground. Suddenly, it was just gone, and I was falling. I’m still falling. Part of me wants to hit the bottom, but part of me hopes I never do because I’m scared of what I’ll have to face when I get there.” ~ Sally Death. A subject people avoid at all cost. No one wants to die, of course, but people become uncomfortable simply discussing it. We hate the realization that this life is temporary. None of us wants to think about the pain that might come before death or the pain others will feel once we’re gone. It’s easier just to pretend the pain of death only