Steps on how to lose your V-card- For the first time In my entire life this isn’t a priority. I’m trying to stay alive. Light and fire perform their deathly dance in my body. I have been screaming for so long that by now I should have been tired of it. My voice is gone and my strength as well but each time Soren’s burning darkness touches Roman’s blood, my mouth parts in a silent scream. I want to die, I want to give up. I had hoped that over time my senses might become dead and I would lose feeling but I feel every excruciating part of this torture. Unfortunately, that was wishful thinking. Every part of me is twitching to tell Soren to just k.ill me and end my Pain but he would most definitely stop. And I don’t need him to stop. Remington’s blood has to leave my body once and for