-Rain POV-
I am nervous. I decide to take a shower. I walk into the bathroom and it's crazy. There's a huge tub on the side, next to it there is a shower and it's huge, it has the showerhead in the middle of the ceiling. I take a hot shower but only because I didn't know how to work the tub and I didn't want to bother Kayden with it. I stand under the water and it soothes my body.
(Yea, I am going to do it. He's my mate and he has needs. I might not want to be touched but that's not fair to him.)
I'm nervous because I really don't know how to start it.
Once I'm done in the shower, I get ready for bed and head to the room. I lie in bed and scroll through channels but I am not focusing. Every time I hear a noise, I feel like he's going to walk in. But then eventually he does and my h
