Well, I cried myself to sleep last night. I thought I would wake up feeling like absolute sh.it, but I don't. I feel rested, and.. not as sh.itty emotionally as I expected. I'm still angry though. I can't believe that Alessio lied to me like that. With that lame a.ss excuse. BOC? Bad guys? Supernatural creatures? Does he think I'm that naive? Just because I'm a bigger girl, that makes me stupid? Or should I just be happy that someone as hot as Alessio wants me? My phone dinged on the table. Weirdo: I hope you're having a good day cutie. I miss you. My heart skipped a beat. I've been ignoring Alessio's texts all day. I know I told him I'd call him, but... I just don't know what to say. He very clearly wasn't going to tell me he was lying. Maybe his job is just really dangerous, an