AXL I sighed when she told me this. She was right about that. I had changed a lot. But I had no choice. For my own sake , I had to change. If I didn't....I didn't think that I would have been able to survive till now. I had to do what I had to do. "I'm sorry. I'm really sorry"apologizing over and over again was really the only thing that I could do here. She rolled her eyes. "We really have a lot to talk about. But you won't even be here soon ..I am going to miss you" Sophia told me. I felt the tears gathering in my eyes but I held them back. I didn't want to break down in front of my kids. "You know that I am going to miss you too. You are my best friend after all. But ....I really can't stay back" I said. My father hated me a lot. If I stayed even an hour more here, I was sure that