CAMILLA'S POV
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Laying in my bed, staring up at the white ceiling, I feel numb. Right now, I'm in my safe space, and last night...I can't believe I did that. All of it feels like a dream, mixed with a nightmare and it has me left feeling like I'm in a coma, just floating around in my own head with all of the possibilities running around, forcing them on me. If only Derek didn't betray me, then none of this would have happened. My phone starts to buzz, repeatedly, but I can't find the energy to even turn around.
I listen to the annoying vibration echoing through my nightstand, and when it finally stops, that's when I turn onto my side, picking up my phone, seeing that the missed call came from Jared. I drop the phone again when I see it's seven in the morning, and I roll onto my back ag
