CAMILLA'S POV
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I feel terrible for even declining his call, but there's no way that I could ever answer it while unrolling the wallpaper. He thinks I'm mad at him now, and I just know it. I hope he understands that I'm busy. I've been distracted today, too distracted and it's all because of the lies. I shouldn't call it lies, because he explained it to me. It's to protect me, but the gnawing feeling in my chest is frustrating enough. I'm very curious, and having him keep me safe doesn't feel safe. It makes me feel left in the dark.
I feel like I'm stuck in the basement with no light when it comes to his world, but I know I should let it go, but knowing that the Geller's and Jared are both in Boston right now just makes me feel anxious, like something is going to go down, and he's goi
