Grim I shouldn’t have kissed her. I wouldn’t even call that a kiss to begin with, but whatever it was… I shouldn’t have done it, but it just felt right, it felt like I was being pulled to do so, but more than that, I really wanted to. And I’ve never wanted anything so damn badly but to kiss her like that. The way she looked at me. The way she accepted me. The way her thoughts just spilled through me… I couldn’t help it. I just wanted to. A moment of weakness I had to give myself. Unlike any kiss I’ve ever experienced, the one with Lily, it was more intimate than everything I had ever felt before. It was soft. It was innocent. It almost tore my chest in two, and I never wanted it to stop. And now, I lay in her lap, watching the approaching storm while her hands played with my ha