They say a dream sequence is a depiction of desire and delusion and the unsettling consequences. It is a visual form of unconscious fears and desires, that transport us to visions of the past. What some may call a dream sequence, I call hell.
I find myself waking up groggy in the medical room once again. It's like the worst ground hog day ever. Whenever I wake up, I can no longer tell whether I'm in a dream, a nightmare, or worse, reality. I look over at Jax sitting at the side of my bed, as the monitors continue to beep around me. At this point, I'm not sure how I want to proceed. Part of me is saying that everything's ok, and in any moment Xavier will walk in, and hold me in his arms. While the other part of me is saying that he's dead, and it's all my fault.
When I wake up, everythin
