Tommy
My mind is absolutely racing right now, my vision blurred. How the hell can she just decide to not go to college with us? Why the f!ck is she determined to not come home at all in the first place? All four of us devised a plan to go to college together. I know this sh!t wasn't set in stone, but for f!ck sakes, it was what I was hoping would happen. She was supposed to come back. She was supposed to come back to me. Dealing with this punch to the gut isn't what I need or want right now.
I find myself back home, alone, when I was actually supposed to have her by my side thinking sh!t was okay between us, but guess I was sorely mistaken. We were good for that moment in the room together. What I wanted, she wanted, then everything went to f!cking hell. Sh!t between us became real, and
