***Trigger Warning for talk about Self Harm***
(Grayson)
I watched as Katrina slept..the fear of closing my eyes for more than a second kept me awake as I tried not to fall asleep beside her.
What if she wakes up before me and tries to hurt herself again? I would never forgive myself..
So I can't sleep..I won't sleep..I need to make sure she is safe.
It's been a little over a week since Katrina tried to end her own life and we are back at the house now. Of course she has barely said two words to me since..but it doesn't mean I don't talk to her still.
I tried to explain the situation to her..I tried to tell her I never lied once when it came to us..but it's like she doesn't hear me.
She has only spoken with her sister. And I know for a fact that if she woke up and saw me here, she
