(Jolie)
I was not looking forward to this..not one freaking bit and the fact that Alder couldn't come, makes things that much harder. I don't even know what's happening between the two of us..just this past week alone he has stayed at my apartment every night since our first date.
We haven't really had the exclusive talk yet..he says things like he hasn't felt this way before..or that he feels like he has known me forever..but still, a small part of me is scared that it might be too good to be true.
I know that's the insecurities and past experiences talking..I just can't stop them from creeping in.
So once I saw that car outside of my parent's house, I felt my stomach drop. I knew it was most likely Matteo's, all he ever drove were Mercedes..and I am pissed. I told my mom not to in
