(Gabriella)
I peered down at my hands anxiously as the sight of my small bump beneath it made my heart ache softly. I knew deep down that what Katrina was about to tell us might bring that clarity I so desperately needed, but I was still nervous to hear it.
Unlike Grant..I didn't view my mother's death as her leaving me until recently. I always thought it was an accident and she would never leave me willingly..I saw her as my guardian angel..hoping she was still watching over me and I would one day make her proud of who I had become.
But once the news came out that her death was actually ruled as a suicide..it changed everything. I felt abandoned and unwanted. Of course Jamie was quick to deny that..and truthfully, if it wasn't for him, I don't know how I would've been able to handle t
