(Rylan)
I looked out of the car window, my eyes glued to the passing skyscrapers as I let out a sigh. I don't know what it is lately but I just feel like s**t. Like I'm not sure what I'm even doing with my life or what my purpose is at this point.
I'm getting too old to be in the club scene and making it into a career might not have been the best idea..let's be real..after the age of twenty-three, I should've gotten that stage of my life out of my system.
Then I have my Mom who keeps bugging me daily to settle down and get married. Truthfully though..I'm not sure I even want that anymore. I feel like I've tried so damn hard to make things work in the past..and I'm about done.
The closest I had ever gotten to settling down was with my ex Madison. We met in college and dated for two y
