Jennifer's POV
I feel stupid, pathetic and ashamed too. I feel like a child who did something extremely wrong in front of a bunch of kids and now I was the joke of the hour. I have never felt like this before, it's humiliating. I don't know what to do.
I was avoiding Richard at all cost, I couldn't face him, this time was different from all other times, this time I was embarrassed, I was-- truly hurt. The kind of hurt that makes your body hurt when you breath in or when you're just walking around and it just hurts. I was acting like a f*****g ghost, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, I barely left Nick's place, I couldn't even talk without feeling hurt for how much of a pain this really was.
Is this what being heart broken was like? I've known pain, I know what it is like to truly be
