**Jennifer's POV** We have been sitting silently for more than an hour. I told sandra,sasha and cindy to go to their houses. I also asked them to inform Nick and elliott not to come. Dirk wanted to stay but I asked him to leave after assuring him that I will be in his office tomorrow. It's not that easy to convince him. Ben and Richard must be either in their respective rooms or in Ben's. I don't know. Seeing my parents at this time in my apartment, something in me realized what might have happened. I feel nothing on seeing them. My mom's face was hurt and my dad was moving uncomfortably giving away his emotions. I don't want to hurt them more than they are now. So, I kept my face emotionless and shut down every emotions. I was not angry or sad. I do feel guilty. I feel guilt