I was purposely sleeping on the floor because beds make me uncomfortable. They remind me of the trauma Mark put me through at night.
I want so lost in my thoughts and fears that I didn't even hear anybody enter until I saw somebody's legs. I stood up immediately only to be standing face to face with the woman that I've been seeing around Griffin.
I couldn't help but admire how beautiful she is and it made me feel insecure because I'm not the girl I was 5 years ago because she wouldn't have been intimidated by anybody's looks but I'm two times as small and I can't even say anything about my face.
I don't even know why she is here because in my opinion we don't know each other so we don't have anything to talk about even though I'm guessing she knows quite a lot about me.
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