Emotionally and mentally my conversation with Griffin destroyed me. The fact that there is nothing I can say you or do that will make him not look at me like I'm an evil witch is traumatizing. I actually thought he lost a few emotions along the way but I think I'm very much mistaken because I saw him in pain today. I saw a father's love in him which is something I've always craved for my son. I was going crazy with worry about Keith. My poor baby hasn't ever spent this much time without me and it drives me crazy thinking about whether or not Mark has touched him. I Can't Help But resent Griffin as the time goes on because he is turning out to be the exact opposite man I thought he was. I know he cares about his son because he made it clear but kidnapping me and putting me through mis

