I cannot explain the feeling of being useless to anybody but I always feel like I am needed when I'm with Keith because he depends on me for everything and he is one person who loves me despite my flaws and my wounds. A mother's love and the love that children feel for their mothers is unexplainable but very pure. I will always feel guilty for the things I should have done that I did not do but I know that I loved him enough I know that he will know forever just how much his mother loves him.
'' Even if you seek please don't ever send me away he said and my heart hurt because I would never send him away from me under any circumstances but this was forced on us.
'' And you make me a promise that no matter what happens you will have your food and you will take care of yourself,'' I said de
