I felt sick physically emotionally mentally and it was all too much for me because it seems like we only put out a fire today only for another one to appear out of no where.
The disagreement between Griffin and Alex made everything tense because nobody knows what the condition of the pack will be from now on because it's not everyday that somebody fights with the Alpha King and leaves to tell the tale but it just goes to show how close they were and somehow I've managed to ruin that for him.
looking back right now I'm actually happy that he didn't come back for me because I'm cursed and I'm starting to be a black cloud on his life. I know he never wanted to be the Alpha but he has had to take this position only to protect me and that's not fair. he has had to watch his son hate him only
