Life can be lonely if you have nobody to depend on except yourself and that's been me for the last 5 years. I lost a companion who was with me through it all and I missed her but I had her back today. I felt complete. The upside to all of this was that I could now feel everything that I didn't want to feel about Griffin 10 times as strong. My wolf wanted to be near him and she was just itching for his touch but in my mind, I knew for effect but I didn't even want him near me but in this instance, she held more power than me. 'mate' I tried to explain to her everything that I went through because she is a part of me so I expected her to Understand that all she wanted was him. I guess the only way to solve this is if she feels his rejection by herself but I know that he's rejection wil

