Yesterday was a puzzling day because not only was it the hardest day of my life but it was also a life-changing day because I got control of my life. I knew that today was going to be a very difficult day and I was prepared for it which is why I woke up early in the morning before everybody else could just so I could cook Keith something to eat. I did everything I possibly could to avoid meeting anybody and if I had to lock myself in my room the whole day then that's exactly what I was going to do but then I had unexpected visitors. I haven't seen my parents in I long time and I'm not talking about the mating ceremony which was an absolute failure but I mean like one-to-one. They were here unexpectedly which tells me that I'm about to be blamed and insulted because that's what they alw

