Alex
I knew what she wanted. But I wasn’t ready to give her that. I knew I was an arsehole for allowing her to think that, that she was going to have what she clearly desired. But I couldn't make myself to go with it, even when she looked so beautifully astride me, taking charge. I already have so many people to care about I didn't want to add another. And I knew it for a fact that she wasn't on any kind of birth control.“Why?” The single word although whispered tremulously, felt like a punch when I saw her blinking fast and hard to quench the tears that were brimming in those grey eyes of hers.I felt like a bastard for putting that stricken look in those eyes when just a few minutes ago she had looked at me like I was a god in her heaven and she my beautiful goddess. It certainly had fel
