After a long and tiring day, I am now curled up in bed with Accalia sleeping next to me. We made love for the first time and it felt different, all the other times were just us f*****g away like rabbits but now with all of the worry, we decided to take our time and savor the moment. My mind was all over the place and I needed time to think about what I was going to do. In my sleep, I was dreaming about a garden that was filled with red roses. The wind was gently blowing on them and the scent coming off them was very relaxing. ‘ nice isn’t it?’ I jumped out of fright because I thought I was alone. ‘ yes it’s nice.’ I continued to stare at them but after awhile they started changing from red to black then dissapearing altogether. ‘ sorry for the interruption but I need to finally tel