CHAPTER 42
“Why am I not surprised?” she shook her head. It was so different when it was just a mere thought in her head but hearing him saying out loud, felt like a sharp, painful jab through her chest. Why did it hurt all over again that he could have slept with Brenda if she had not walked in on him?
“But it was because the thought that you could never love me had clouded my mind at the time. I tried to have self-control but then she said something and it just triggered me off. I needed to forget the fact that you were right next to me but I could never have you. I thought a few minutes of pleasure with her, would erase any feelings that I was developing for you. Besides, at that time you were so mad at me and I was convinced you actually hated me. You have no f*****g idea how t
