Lauren
Axel went out with his pack members and I have tossed and turned since I went to bed. I can't get settled. I have felt so many emotions. First disgust, then betrayal, then shame, embarrassment, sadness, confusion, monachopsis, liberated, strength and finally, resilience. All very deep emotions. They are not coming from Axel. All I feel from him is happiness. I decide to go wake Charlotte up. I wonder if she is feeling anything. When we were younger, we had big feelings that we would always feel together.
My sister confirms these feelings and at least I know I am not crazy and alone in this. We talk about it, but are both confused because we are both fine. "Lauren, do you smell that?" she asks me. I take a sniff of the air and jump up. Rotten I smell it and can nearly taste it in
