HOW MANY f*****g TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT I DIDN'T TRY TO KILL MYSELF , SOMEBODY f*****g PUSHED ME , AND EVEN IF I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF , I COULDN'T BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE THE GUTS TO LEAVE YOU ALONE , EVEN IF I LOVE SARAH , I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU , YOU ARE MY BROTHER , MY FAMILY , MY EVERYTHING , I f*****g LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE SARAH , HOW COULD YOU EVEN THINK THAT I WILL DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT" adrian's angry voice boomed across the whole mansion hitting each and every heart and then the silence prevailed . Sarah's heart dropped in her chest when she heard adrian's words Someone pushed adrian.. Who? Why? What if ?. Sarah shrugged the last thought . She didn't want her last thought to be proved right . On the other hand Tristian couldn't speak even a single word ,