Alastair Zeus fought with me for a few moments to take control and he initially gave up the idea of having her without telling her. " I will take her when she gives me the permission," he said. " I never met a lycan who is a horny gentleman," I said, he scoffed and retreaded in the back of my mind. It took me everything not to have her when I saw her lying down in my bed naked and bare. She wasn't ready for me just yet to be mates with. She was fast asleep with all the tiredness and exhaustions she had been through. I looked at her while she was sleeping peacefully in my arms like a baby. I smiled, thinking I could look at her all night and all day. But then I remembered something and my smile fell. She was confused about what to do as she does have feelings for Asher and Adam. And