Kafli 50. I am walking back and forth on the stage outside. People are sitting or standing around but there is total silence. Jaxon is on the stage with me but he is standing still like a stone in the back, out of my way. I rub my face but then I stop, I am in a black suit and a white shirt under. I look out to the people, they are all staring at me and I can feel the tension. “I have tried so hard ever since the horrible passing of my father to make this pack feel like a family. I wanted us to have each other's backs… I wanted us to be one whole but I guess that is not how you are feeling” I start walking again back and forth a little, I didn't need to yell or boom over because you could hear a needle land in the grass. “Some of you are now thinking but alpha you were not here and

