The plane ride was fine but I am on pins and needles, I need to be a mom, I need to put all my pain away and focus on my child. I rub my eyes, oohh Drake, what have you left me with? Frederick is home trying to turn the pack upside down to please his mate, Ariels mate is being stubborn and she is doing whatever about it. Then I get an extra headache, Sebastian. My wonderful mommy’s boy Sebastian, the sweet boy that slept in my bed for almost two months when he was sick and would cuddle me in the mornings. I am not saying I am picking favorites but he just gets me, he is like a mini me and I took full advantage of it. Flashback “Mommy! Mommy!” I jerk awake and staring me in the face are my twins, a little bit behind them is my daughter. She looks like she does not want to be here and s