My life with Shehzad started when my life was surrounded by grey. And when we became true, it became white.
So many shades of white surrounded me. So many shades that were true.
From different, they evolved to darker shades when things had gotten bad for me and now . . . . , they have evolved to the shade of nothingness.
What has my life come to? I cannot fathom what awaits me in the future. But I'm sure; it's definitely not something that I can handle anymore. I don't think my nerves can take it. so the only way I see it is by shutting out my feelings so that I may feel nothing, expect nothing and get nothing.
The last time I felt happy, I thought that the darker shades of white were finally turning bright. Through all the hardships, I held on to the shades of faith that helped me to
