Shawn
I hated feeling blocked off from Rory. I knew she wanted space and the time to grow as a wolf but there were serious dangers lurking at every corner. I knew if I dug deep enough into the bond that I would feel that she was alive and well but being cut off from her feelings and thoughts made me and my wolf antsy with worry and fear. I hated feeling fear. But if any alpha told you they feared nothing, they were either a fool or lying.
I knew intruding on her training time with Sebastian could possibly piss her off but I had to lay eyes on her. I had to see with my own two eyes that she was safe. She was breathing. She was okay. I knew being newly mated could be driving this instinct but I couldn't stop it. I knew that Alphas were their most dangerous and nearly feral during the honey
