Rory I stood outside the double doors wringing my hands together. I could hear the crowd beyond the doors chatting and settling in. I ran my hands over my gown, smoothing out imaginary wrinkles and picking at lint that wasn't there. We had rehearsed this several times last night and I was sure the bags I had under my eyes when I woke up this morning wouldn't be able to be covered. Luckily Julianna worked her wonders with makeup. Samantha stood beside me and rubbed my back and I tried my hardest to swallow my nausea and nerves down and not throw up and look like a complete and utter fool. There were flowers everywhere. Tulips, lilies, carnations, roses. All of my favorite flowers and I smiled when I thought of everything Shawn had done to prepare this for me. “Is it normal to be this n