OSWIN's POV I didn't bother to pick myself up from the floor, even after Elena disappeared inside the bathroom. My eyes blankly kept staring at the closed door, and my head constantly kept blaming myself for messing things up. This wasn't what I had planned. It took a completely wrong turn. All I had wanted to do was to talk and eventually confess my feelings properly. Seeing Elena going on a date with Brad made me realize that I couldn't stand someone loving her instead of me. I wanted to be the one for her. And honestly, I felt, no, I knew, that Elena felt the same thing. Unfortunately, I lost control the moment I saw that peacock mortal kiss her. I hated how his lips claimed what belonged to me. Still, I shouldn't have taken my anger out on Elena like this. I blamed myself for losing