Brenna I looked into the mirror and saw the broken girl that had been pieced together only to be broken again. And, I didn't think that this time I would be able to survive. The thought of him not loving me, only taking me as a liability to protect from the demons that lurked in the shadows in his and my childhood, was too much to take in. I wondered if it was the only reason- his childhood, that he had decided to protect a helpless girl when no one had. I wiped my tears, only to be replaced by more. I was so broken that I wanted to run away from all this. I didn't want to look into those blue eyes and think how much I love him, I don't want his blue eyes gazing at me as if I was his whole world, only to hear later at some point that he doesn't feel love for me. And, what if the doubt I

