Mary
The thought of children still terrified me, I didn't know if I was ready to be a mother yet. But I knew that as a team Joshua and I would make really good parents.
How did you know if you were ready for children? Was there ever a moment when you were truly ready?
I knew I wanted to spend my life with Joshua and have his children.
Maybe not five. I smiled when I thought about it.
"Mary? Are you okay?" Joshua asked, he had taken my hand in his.
"Yes I'm fine." I said and handed the cards back to him, he looked at me confused.
"I don't want an appointment. I know I said that I wanted to get birth control and I'm not ready to be a mother yet. I don't know if you can really be ready to be a mother or if you just jump into this adventure. What I do know is that I want to have your
