Joe's heart was broken the very first time during these 22 years. He had experienced sadness, despite as before but this time he felt like an empty shell. His heart was heavy now. To step into the Andrew Family was like a dream at the very beginning. He tried his best to prove that he was not a useless man there. Even for this time, he thought he would get succeed to change people's minds, however, he failed. And this fail brought him into hell. He began to think that his fate was to be born to be a beggar in this life. He walked towards the Andrew family step by step, slowly, like he was plumping… He felt the steps were heavier and heavier and soon he would fall. He decided to take a break under the bus stop sign. Watching the dense people going up and down, he felt hopeless and lonel