I was running out of breath. I was angry. I was raging. I wanted to squeeze the words out of her. But she was just staring at me like she’s so surprised to hear it from me.
What did she think? That it was okay for me to be left behind without a proper explanation? Childish and jealous? f**k that nonsense! I don’t believe in that! Because if that’s the case, then why did she agree to be my girlfriend?!
I clenched my fists as my eyes heated with tears. I have never cried for a girl in my life. Girls cry for me. But with Toni, I feel like I couldn’t stop my tears. I have cried for her three years ago. And I am still crying for her now. Out of frustration.
“I already told you the reason,” she told me in a calm way. I cannot believe she can talk to me in a calm way at my state right now.
