As i entered back into my room , i closed the door and slid against it , the energy leaving my body felt like as if it was my soul that was leaving me , slowly and painfully . my heart was throbbing in my chest so painfully that no physical pain could compare to the pain i was feeling right now .
it hurts so much , it hurt to watching him leave , it hurt when i lied to him , i swore on my dead mom , its so painful . but i had to do it otherwise amaan wouldn't have left me .
he still had some hope but there is actually no hope , i don't feel anything , i feel like i am shattering with each and every passing second . now that amaan is also gone , i don't feel the need to live even the next second , i am sure this time he would be safe , i wiped away my tears , no matter how much i cry ,
