Alabama
"Well, there is no need to worry dear, because your baby is just fine." She turns on the sound and my baby's heartbeat flows perfectly through the speaker. She smiles and pats my arm. "Oh my god," I cry harder than I think I ever have. "Thank you, Cat. Thank you baby for sticking in there," I say. The anxiety I am feeling has me realizing that no matter what, this pregnancy is going to be quite a struggle for me. Pregnancy after loss. I decide that once I leave here and to help myself, I am going to start writing in a journal. I need a healthy outlet to release these feelings.
"Ali, I feel you are too nervous. I think I want you to take time off work and relax. That includes all work. Even farm work. I need you to be stress free, Ali. Being as you have already had a miscarriage b
