Sitting in the bed, I stared at the tv screen, my eyes on it but my focus on the small boy laying beside me and watching the tv intently.
Lucas brought a skittle to his lips and ate it chewing it slowly.
It's been two days since the incident.
Losing the baby felt more exhausting than I could have imagined and all I wanted was Lucas beside me.
Alison made sure to keep the guests to a minimal. Although the guys begged, I told her no. I couldn't see their faces, especially Carters. If he saw me right now he'd forever blame himself.
I ran my hand through Lucas's hair "Did you take a bath?" I asked staring at him and smiling softly.
He smiled and stared up at me "Emily said I had to be fresh and squeaky clean." He smiled and offered me a skittle.
I let him put the skittle in my mouth and
