My mom and I sat in an uncomfortable silence for about a minute before I decided to break it because the silence was honestly killing me. This is my mom. This is a woman who has been there for me my entire life, a woman who I've been hoping and praying will come home soon so that we can be a family again and here she is sitting in front of me and we're acting like we're two strangers. "So, what did you wanna talk to me about?" "Do I need a reason to wanna talk to my baby, Rebecca?" She asks with a smile and I shake my head as I look down at my fidgeting fingers. "You don't have to be nervous around me, Becks" My mom says barely above a whisper as she places her hand on top of mine. I look up at her and see her smiling at me sadly. "I'm not nervous, mom, I...I just have a lot I wan