The next day, I decided to give my time to Alias. It was clear that he felt that the attention was on the new baby. So, my focus on him was what I offered. We played games, we colored and we even watched tv together. However, it felt like it was not enough. When I needed a break, Alias would start whining and crying and that right there was something I hated. I could not stand my child acting like a baby when he wasn't. "You want to watch tv?" I asked him. "No." He said. "No SpongeBob?" His eyes lit up when I brought that show up. I rolled my eyes and grabbed the remote from the other side of the couch. I turned the tv on, then I switched over to his favorite channel. Of course it was on, I thought to myself. Alias