Four months later: Every time I think about that night, I remind myself that was the night I became hers. Letting her drink from me, I never realized that she would be the one I would spend the rest of my life with. As the days grew on and the months came and went, I finally saw what Kieran meant. I was never the one to look towards that future, but the way I kept watching her and it was like something clicked in my head. Yeah, my old self was still there. Money, s*x and enemies were still there from time to time. I could never catch a break, but being with Naomi, I was a lot calmer than before. I would listen more to her than pick arguments. I cared about how she felt and every time we ended a conversation, I could hear her heart pounding harder than ever.