Zach
It's been a few days without having Marley around and I begin to feel more and more like s**t. I feel like everyone has taken her side except Buck. However, he did give me a lot of s**t for not telling her to begin with. I tried calling her and texting her but no answer. I wish she would just talk to me or at least hear me out. I've done a lot of horrible things but I've never felt so much regret as I do now. I love her and I knew better than to get drunk like that.
I spend most of the day lounging around trying to ease my mind but it gets pretty boring so I decide to go out for the day. Today is usually the day I go to therapy but the doctor freed me for two weeks since I've been doing so well. So much for that. I get dressed and decide to go for a run, something I haven't done in
