Rowan: When I wasn't puking, I was reading my grandfather's books. I only have mere months to find and end this witch. The dark witch Saint had called in could not even touch the book that spirit had pulled from the shelf, and my dark being is too fearful of exposing ourselves to it for long periods. She gives me five minutes a day to skim the worn pages of the book that spirit is sure could end this madness. "I don't understand. What is the WORST that could happen if we use the book?" I asked my dark being, expecting the same answer she had given me the previous times I had asked that same question. "I am just as desperate as you are to keep our sons safe. But maintaining my being a neutral being is more important than you know. If we go one way or the other, we risk a massive shift i