Marie The picnic my friends prepared really made me happy. Even Alex's effort to drag me out of the library made me feel really special. Honestly, I never imagine Alex would do such thing. I didn't know he was capable of being nice. Come on. He's Alexander Salvatore. People in New York are scared of him. Heck. Even I was scared of him when I first met him. He's always scowling, brooding and sneering. He rarely smile before. But now, he's becoming more human. About what Alex and I talked about in the garden, I know he's right. He brought me here to be better, but all I do is retreat from reality. I am self destructing. Thanks to his sharp words, he made me realize my mistakes. He made me realize that a lot of people are hoping that I recover soon. That wont happen if I wont help mysel

