Its been a week since the burial. I've tried to avoid the awkward silence building between Ben and I but it's grown huge. It's just as I feared, he's become a different man.
Losing my sister, family and home wasn't enough....God had more in plan.
I got the phone call at four thirty, Misty had called Ben who handed me the phone to say that my brother was arrested. In fact he coldly handed me the cell and said "You need to get a phone, your brothers in jail." It was a bit of a slap in the face and then shock.
As if life wasn't throwing enough curve balls.
This one, it hit hard. Not only because I was losing Ben, but I was about to lose my brother too.
I got to the station quickly and as I sat across from him, I couldn't help but kick my past self for not getting my own life together qui
