Pushing through the crowd, I watched as Ben beat the crap out of a guy twice his size, and he did it effortlessly. My hand reflexively moved to my lips, the kiss was enough to drive me off the walls in confusion. Had he asked, I would've gone the full way with him, but I think it's just because there's comfort in knowing you give everything to a friend. I smiled as everyone around cheered for him, they all thought he was great too. We never met eyes, and well it's been like this for the past two weeks. Even though he sits right near me he avoids me. Misty's been trying to figure out what went down but I refuse to tell her. I refuse to tell anyone because I'm completely confused and embarrassed. To me, it was the best experience I've ever had, I was ready to go all the way with Ben on t